Sad. Sad. SAD.

I've been very unhappy lately. Haven't really been smiling that much.

Must be because of exams. Stress and all that.

I haven't been studying properly at all!

So yeah, you can expect very not-so-excellent results from me this time.

Other than that, I don't know why I'm not happy. Something's nagging at me. I can't figure out what..

I have no idea what to write here anymore. My life's back to being very routine and..boring.

Tootles. =)

FIVE!!!

OMG. I was just looking around my room, you know, looking what's inside boxes and stuff, till I found these cassettes. Guess what they were of?

Songs from The Backstreet Boys and Five!!!!

When I found them and played them, I smiled like a freaking idiot. It brought back so many sweet memories from the 90's...

So after I finished listening to the cassettes, I YouTube-d Five, looking for other songs that I heard of.

I seriously felt like like I was a little kid again. =) I miss those days..

Junk food

All thanks to my sister, she has me eating all of these all day long:

And the best part?

She buys new ones almost every weekend, even though they're far from being finished.

But maybe its not that much of a good thing. Hmm...

Some things work out, some don't

One thing I notice now is that a number of things in my life have turned left.

Meaning: They're not going my way anymore.

For instance, my results for intervensi. My BM used to a B, then one answer changed. I got C instead.

Then, the same went for KH. From an A, one answer changed and I got a B.

On top of all that, I have to re-do my orientasi. 

AGAiN.

Why did I make the 'i' lower case? Just felt like it. I just do random stuff that don't really make sense.

I'm just really frustrated with all of the above. I used to be happy about all three of them. Now I really hate it. If I didn't have to change the format (again) for orientasi, I would've finished it by the end of the week already. Tomorrow, maybe. But no, it won't happen.

But you should understand why I'm so fed up with this.

1. I've written the same thing over and over again to almost 10 times already.

2. While doing this, a lot of people ejek me and anyone else who does the orientasi. They say "rajinnye.." and stuff like its a bad thing. Is it really? So what if we're not as malas as you guys? It is so wrong that we actually listen and obey what our seniors tell us to do? You wanna get denda-ed, fine with me. But what right do you have to tease and patronize those who are decent enough to do it? I'm just really sick with their negative attitudes towards this.

3. They keep on changing the format. At least with KP, even though they denda and haze their juniors during the orientasi, at least they tell them to do it again based on what they did wrong. So its their own fault. They don't change the format. It stays the way it is. But this? I have to do it again because the format keeps changing! So excuse me for being mad and upset.

4. I know a lot of people haven't even started orientasi, even though the due date is in 2 weeks. But some people have done it. Why make us more miserable when we did everything you asked us to do? We followed word by word. We asked about every single little detail. And because the decided to add one word in the 'jawatan' slot, we have to do it again. I am not going to be the one who informs the afternoon juniors that they have to do it again. I've told them to do it almost 5 times already I'm not going to tell them again.

As you can see, the word "again" pops up a lot. That's because we have to repeat it so many times. The word "again" is supposed to emphasize it more.

='(

I really want to cry. It's so maddening and frustrating.

I'm gonna head off to a corner and..think. Yeah, that's what I'll do. Bye.

Penyemakan buku

The time of the year that I simply hate the most..

There's always a problem with someone's book, or that person didn't come. But to the person who didn't actually come today, *ehem ehem* you wouldn't want to be at school any time soon.

Trust me, there are certain people who will kill you.

Well, for me, I didn't like it much. 2 people lost their books while Uztazah was marking them. -.-" I honestly don't know how that happened. So Uztazah told me to write "buku hilang" on the piece of paper that I put with the checked and chopped books. Not surprisingly, a lot of people sent in books that weren't marked. But hey, I'm nice (PFFT!) so I didn't say anything to anyone. But if your name gets called up, don't come looking for me. But that's probably because I might be one of those people on the stage. =O But it won't be for Agama. It would most probably be about BM. Or maybe English Literature. Whatever. One of those anyway.

Like I care. 

Now that book checking is done, I can focus less on finishing homework, and more on studying! Not that I'd be studying much at home, but it does encourage the mood, doesn't it? Yeah, I don't know either. I'm sort of crapping right now because I have about 9 days left to do my PEKA. And I haven't even come close to starting. Oh well. I'll try to start later tonight. But first I have to buy some green beans. I'll wait for my mom to get home to drive me to the shop. Not really in the mood to ask my sister. She'll probably complain about it, knowing her attitude. =(

OH! Now Pn. Nancy talking about the swine flu. Hmm...

I don't know why I mentioned that. Just felt like it.

Like I said, I'm just randomly crapping here.

Anyway, I guess I'll stop here before I really embarrass myself. See ya.

Pavi or McD?

Which one would you have chosen? I chose the latter. Sorry I say (again) to those I invited to meet in me in Pavi, and sorry to those who invited me to Pavi in the first place.

This morning, I woke up at around 6.30 to go to the Komplex Sukan & Belia to watch the final pertandingan kawad thing. Why is it important to me? My coaches were joining. So I had to be there to show support, right?

Anyway, it took me forever to get there. I'd be too pissed to explain every single deatil, so I'll skip the most part.

The important thing is, I was supposed to meet with K. Serene and Erniza at the station, but only K. Serene showed up. I called Erniza's phone short of 10 times and she still didn't pick up. So I called her house and asked if she was there. Guess what? She was sleeping. Nice. So we just left without her.

Then she came anyway, she took a cab from Ampang. But she missed almost everything.

In a nutshell, the comp was great. I still think we could've beaten Danau Kota last time. Next year, next year. =D

After that, I thought I still had plenty of time to get to Pavi and meet up with Farhanah and all. But I invited Malik, Izzy, Aimi and Dini too. I asked them to meet me there. But getting back from the complex took forever. Everyone wanted to go eat at McD in Masjid Jamek. How to get there? Walk to Maluri train station.

That was so freaking exhausting. It was far, and we walked in the hot sun. (Since it was almost noon) Everyone was sweating like crazy. But I guess I didn't feel the distance much because I was walking in a huge group. By the time we reached the station, it was almost 12.

So I called everyone and cancelled. There was no way I was going to Pavi in the condition I was in. Instead, I went to McD with K. Hanis, K. Wanie, K. Eleen, K. Serene, K. Amirah, Erniza and Ain. Form 5's and form 3's only. It was so fun. =)

The normal stuff happened. We found a place to seat 8 people, ordered, ate while talking, laughing at how K. Wanie finished a large glass of coke in about 10 minutes and refilled it twice after that, and just enjoying each other's company. We left at around 2 something.

I still felt guilty about canceling on everyone. So while waiting for my sis to pick me up at Setiawangsa, I messaged Malik to say sorry, again. I have no idea how many times I apologized to you people today. -.-"'

Anyway, he was still with Izzy I guess, (ahaha..I made you guys sound a bit gay) and Izzy said that I can repay them by giving phone numbers.

HAHAHA! Don't worry, I didn't actually give them any. I'm not planning on having an angry mob of CBNers chase after me for giving their phone numbers away.

But of course they were just joking.

After I got home, I slept until 7 something. But I did manage to play with Zara (while she was in a good mood) for maybe an hour before I crashed on the sofa.

And yeah, that's basically it. Oh, I ate O'Brien's jst now. Kakda and Kakteh brought back some from the Curve. Ok, now I'm done.