Busy day

Well, I woke up at 10 something, kinda early for me. I went to Ampang Puteri to visit my cousin, who's just welcomed a baby girl to the world!! Her name is yet to confirmed, but her initials are AAAR. That includes her dad's name la. (It's a long name, I didn't really catch it when they told me)

Here's the baby and her daddy!!

The room wasn't that big, to be honest. And they ask you to pay so much! That's one of the downsides of high-class private hospitals. They're so expensive. =(

So anyway, after that, we went to a wedding in Putrajaya. My dad's cousin's daughter. My second cousin, I guess. One I've never met before. It was okay, but the catering service was so slow. Met some people, ate, met some more people, then we went back to Kajang. I had a dentist appointment to go to!

Well, once we got there, my mom went to check if the dentist was there or not. And you know what? She wasn't. And my appointment was supposed to be at 3. By the time we reached there, it was 3:30. The nurse said that I might have to wait till 5. That was so not acceptable!! So she put me in front of a few people, so I got through with it by 4 something. Went back to Keramat with my mom, but didn't go home. She dropped me off at Rais' house. He was having a party.

There's Rais. He's supposed to be the birthday boy.

I came a bit late, but that was okay. They apparently just cut the cake. It was so good. We hung out a bit, ate and stuff. Abbas and Azmil had to go, so Rais hit the 'pinata' or however you spell it. Before it though, Aimi said:

Aimi: Rais, hit it three times. [Lucky number] (or something like that)

Rais: Okay, okay. *Hits it three times and the pinata thingy broke*

Everyone: Whoa...! Woo hoo! Go Rais!! etc. etc.

Rais: Three times, baby!!

It was something like that. We ate the candy, well, some that was on the floor. Then picked it up and put in a bowl. Then we helped ourselves to it. =)

After a while, the boys started playing Xbox 360. I just watched once in a while, then talked to Aimi, Hanim Najah and Nasfatee. Rais was polite enough to offer us to play, but obviously we refused. The girls left before 7, and Nasfatee and me stopped by Aimi's house.

We prayed, talked, share music, talked, prayed, talked some more... and so on. Aimi had the great idea of tricking Nasfatee. Here how it basically went down:

Aimi: Nas, tengok ni. *Showed her something on her phone*

Nasfatee: Tak percaya!!

Aimi: *Shows her something else on her phone*

Nasfatee: Weyh, serious aku tak percaya!

Intan: *Looks at them, muka blur, and decides to ignore them. SMS-ed Adib instead.

Aimi: Kesian, Intan. Sorry, but I'm not ready to tell you yet. You takkan percaya nye..

Nasfatee: Memang la. I pon tak percaya, dia tu macam mane lagi?

Intan: Yeah, yeah...

This goes on for a while longer, then Aimi fianally gives up and starts laughing.

Aimi: I can't believe you fell for that.

I was still clueless, so I just listened.

Aimi: I'm kidding la.

Nasfatee: Stupid la! (I think that was what she said)

Intan: Apa? Apa?

And so she explains...

Aimi lied to Nasfatee, saying that she was with someone, I was with someone, Shaza was with someone, Adma was with someone...but actually, they were all lies. (Well, except one, anyway)

She changed someone's number on her phone and typed in that person's name, and the mesages had the words 'sayang' and stuff in it. So obviously it looks like something you would send to you gf, right? It looked even more real when Nasfatee saw that I was SMS-ing that someone that Aimi told her I was with, so it looked like..well, you know what I mean. She actually believed it. The whole time that Aimi was explaining this to me, I was laughing my head off.

Well, obviously it was ridiculous. But part of it was kinda convincing. Like, the SMS part. I guess it was partially my fault, I was smiling when I read his SMS-es. Hmm...well, the important thing is, no one is together with anyone. Except one pairing that Aimi mentioned, but I'm not gonna say who.

Nasfatee had to go home shortly after that, so it was just me and Aimi. We talked, and I looked at this stupid and really funny video of her and Dini. I had to go home after that, around 9:15.

I ate dinner and here I am. That should be all. =)

Frustration.

Why is it that whenever people come to my house to stay, they come all at once? Like 3 to 4 people sleeping over at the same time. That makes my house feel so crowded and stuffy. You can't seem to get any privacy, even in your own room! (Though that's mostly because you have to share the room with the people who are sleeping over.)



And, when they go back, they go back at once too! Suddenly the house feels so empty and I feel depressed. And I'd get it if everyone who slept here came as a group. But no, they come separately. Like, 2 cousins from my dad's side coming over just for fun, one grandmother from my mom's side who's visiting from Terengganu, another cousin who's staying because of her/his job and so on. They come at the same time, for completely different reasons, and they go home at the same time too. I don't get why they do that to me. =(



I'm so glad that I've survived 8 days of tuition!! =D I am so proud of myself. Ha ha. But seriously, though, I am. i still have 8 more till the last week of December. Then I'm free for a week!

Sadly, the week after is the start of school. Could you believe that it's only 37 days away?! Or something like that. Time flies by so fast...I am nowhere near to finishing my holiday homework. And they expect us to finish the tuition homework too. >.>'"



That's something to be frustrated about, no? School starting, homework not finished, school stuff not bought yet...and to top it all off, I've got a dentist appointment tomorrow. Oh the joy!!

I'm being sarcastic, just so you know.



The Putra LRT system is whacked.



Why do I say that?



Because, while I was sitting on the train and waiting till it got to Pasar Seni, it took awhile for the doors to close at Dang Wangi. The it took a while longer for it to start moving. And you know what? It moved in the opposite direction. Like, backwards. Everyone was looking at each other as if to say; what the hell is going on?



I started to panic inwardly, mostly because I was going to be late for tuition. That, and the train reversing is not normal!! It backed till it was in between Kg. Baru and KLCC and stopped. I waited, and waited. Looking at the people around me, some of them were talking to the person on the intercom, trying to figure out what's happening. That's when Kit May called me. She was in a train too, and it reversed to Dang Wangi from Masjid Jamek. She laughed about it, and I was still panicking. In the end, the trains started moving again, in the right direction this time.



Thank God.



By the time I reached Pasar Seni, it was 2:25. I had 5 minutes to get to tuiton. Luckily it was only across the road, if not I'd be late for sure.

It rained again when I got back. had to call so many times to wake my dad up and asked him to pick me up. That was really frustrating. The most frustrating part of the day.

Well, I guess that's all. =)

Twilight!!

I am proud to say that I have finally watched the movie that I've been wanting to see since I first heard of it. And that was a few months ago. =)

Attention: If you haven't seen Twilight, you might not want to read what I've written down here. It might spoil things a bit.


I have to say, though, the movie is not that great. (If you've read the book, that is) And don't start denying it, it's true. On it's own, meaning if you haven't read the book, it's totally awesome. The whole cinema couldn't stay still and be quiet through the whole movie. When they saw the title Twilight, they clapped and cheered. Same goes when they first see Emmett, Edward, Mike, Jacob and Carlisle. They're hot, I have to agree. =D Though for me, I only smiled like an idiot when I first saw Carlisle. He was the most surprising one to see. Just bursting through the door the way he did, unlike how Emmett and Edward walked in, one by one, so you could guess who was coming up next. That, and you see them coming in through the glass doors.


Not much of a surprise.


Jacob, on the other hand, the way he showed up was surprising, like Carlisle. But, he is not as hot as Carlisle. He looks way better with short hair. Or when he ties his long hair back. Mike was unexpected, too. But I didn't have much of a reaction because at first I didn't recognize him. Ha ha, I didn't think that Mike would be the hardest for me to recognize, of all people. Jasper looked so funny in the movie, I couldn't stop laughing whenever I saw him. Oh, except when he was on the baseball field. Then he looked better. Must be because the baseball cap covered his messy and crazy looking hair. Seriously, it resembled Einstein's hair. 0.0 No joke. Eric looked really weird. I didn't expect him to be Chinese, though. I expected him to be all-american. Go figure. And Angela's supposed to be tall, right? And Jessica's hair was all wrong. It's supposed to be big and curly! I imagined it to be like Fran Fine's hair when I read the book..Oh well. Nothing I can do about it, now, right?


I like that it was funny. Not just the Bella-falling-down type funny and the jokes, but like, the facial expressions of Edward and Jasper when they were trying hard to control themselves from killing Bella. Especially at the Cullens' house, Jasper's face was so funny, I really couldn't stop laughing.


Okay, that's the end of the maybe-spoiler. =)


I hate the fact that they modified the movie so much. It really was a disappointment for me. I was looking forward to watching the Twilight I've been reading and imagining this whole time. Like when I imagined Narnia. So much for that.

I know that I've been complaining that I wouldn't be able to watch this on the day of release, right? Well, that was because I only considered going with Kit May. I unintrentionally asked Malik to come watch it with me, since he was free. We tried inviting other people too, but there were complications. Busy la, working la, no transport la, promised to see with another friend la, grounded la; the excuses were endless.

So, it was just us. I was somewhat terrified with the idea. I mean, it really gives you the wrong impression, doesn't it? two people going to see Twilight together. No problem if both of them were the same gender. But its a guy and a girl. What does that make you think? Most people wouldn't believe that we're just friends. I wish they would. Luckily for me, no one in my family actually asked outright who I was going with. That would've been a problem. I would have no idea how to tell them that I was going to see a movie with a guy.

The entire time, I just knew that we were going to see someone we knew. I mean, it's Twilight, for crying out loud. And the first show of the day. The premier in Malaysia. Who in their right mind wouldn't want to go? Anyway, plenty of people were there, and I even recognized a few of them, just not anyone I would call my friend. At the endm though, we saw Aimi, Dini and Syafiqa there...what a surprise!! [being sarcastic] I guess, in a way she did tell me that she was going to watch it, but she didn't specify when she was watching it.

So, after the movie, we walked around, they left for Pavilion, so it was just us again. Decided to eat O'Briens, after circling the food court a few times. I left for tuition after buying the food, take away of course, so that was it. The smell of my sandwich was so strong inside the tuiton centre, I wonder if anyone besides me and Kit May smelled it.

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Okay, I finally figured out why the MBS boys were in a different class.
I was in the wrong class!! I was wondering why the whiteboard downstairs said the 2nd floor was for sessions 2-4. They should've said 2 & 4! Most CBN girls were confused by that. So we were in the wrong class the whole time.... We'll be back on track next week, though. With only 2 days a week, how could you be confused? If you do get confused, then I can probably see why you need tuition in the first place. Ha, ha. No, I'm just joking. ;P


I keep thinking whether it's worth it to watch Twilight twice. I feel like I want to see it again, but I'm also thinking that its not the movie I've been expecting. What a dilemma, eh?


It rained when I came back today. You probably noticed. I had to wait for my sister to come back from work at HUKM for her to pick me up at the station. No way was I walking home in that weather. it was raining cats and dogs, the road was nearing a banjir, not to mention that mud was flowing and I was wearing a pair of white pants. And I like those pants, too. I wasn't going to let them get dirty by walking in muddy water. That, and I was a bit embarrassed to use my striking black and white sheep umbrella. Had to wait a while, though. That was the downside.


And now I'm off to dinner. O'Briens was all I had for lunch, and that was hardly satisfying.

Not what I expected.

Okay, so today was a bit different from yesterday. But some things didn't change. For example:-

1. My cousin actually kicked me off the bed so I had to move into my sister's room around 6 something. WAY too early to wake up, so I fell asleep again. Her bed was so comfy, I ended up waking at 11:44. Nice, I know...

2. I had to walk to the LRT. And I didn't have to walk back. =)

3. Same subjects were learnt at tuition.

And here's the difference between today and yesterday:-

1. MBS boys were in a different class, for an unknown reason.

2. So that leads to no perverted-ness!!! =D

3. And so, the class was unusually quiet and peaceful...

The teachers had weird looks on their faces. Probably wondering why the class was so mature today. =)

Kit May and me were talking about Twilight. As you all know, it's premiering tomorrow, and we have tuition. =/ I sort of complained, but it didn't drive Kit May insane. Ha ha, lucky me.

Then we 'planned' to go out before class to watch it. The only problem was who we were going to go with. There was no one! And Kit May's mom won't let her go watch a movie if there was only two of us going so...the movie thing just isn't going to happen till the weekend at least. How sad.....=(

I'm starting to have problems with my wardrobe. That's what I get for being away from the shops for so long!! So today, I wore my sister's top. It's nice, but not mine. All of my clothes have been worn a lot, and I'm the type of person who doesn't really like to be seen in the same outfit twice. Ha ha, I know, so diva-ish right? I can't help it, really. I'm just lucky that I'm the same size as my three older sisters. =) So we borrow each others' clothes..and shoes. Which brings me to another problem. Kakda took my Roxy flip flops! Now I have to wear her shoes, and they're not all comfortable. I hate that. Why did her flip flops have to be dirty? Why did mine have to be so clean that she took it to Cyberjaya with her? So many questions, and no one wants to answer them for me...

That should be enough for now...I'm off to read other people's blogs.

Btw, the colour of the font today is the colour of my outfit. Just so you know. ;)

Hot chocolate!

Okay, so today was uneventful. I had tuition, again. I have to go 4 days a week.

Seriously, how sad is that? I'm so glad that I only have to go 2 days a week starting next week. At least I'll have some time to go out all day if I want to. Maybe even go shopping. =)

So anyway, my cousin slept at my house yesterday. I usually wouldn't have a problem with that. The thing is, he's well...a he. That's one thing. Another, he's nine. And he wouldn't sleep alone in my sister's room. Instead, he slept with me in my room. I really hate it when I have to share a bed with him. He kicks, slaps and talks in his sleep. Not a good way to help me sleep now would it? He sleeps like a log. At one point I even shoved him off to the other side of the bed and he didn't even show any signs of waking up. =/

My mom put a comforter and pillows on the floor on his side of the bed, in case he rolls off and falls. That never happened before, and I highly doubt that will happen anytime soon. At least when he's sleeping on a queen-sized bed. One more reason why i don't like sharing a bed with him: he always takes up space in the middle. In the mornings, when it's still too early to wake up, I have to move somewhere else so that he won't get in the way of my slumber.

This morning, I moved to the comforter that my mom put on the floor for him. It was surprisingly comfortable, even though it was on the floor. The bed was cozier, but I waited till he woke up to climb back into bed.

In the end, I woke up fully at 11 something. I was not well rested, and I had to walk. Again. At least there wasn't many people around so I could walk to the station peacefully.

Once I got to tuition, everything was normal. Classes were...much the same as before. The stupid thing is, the MBS boys were so perverted today and the teachers weren't helping with that issue. I just sat there, and kept my face serious, while everyone else (except Kit May of course, she was exactly like me) was cracking up and laughing their heads off at the perverted-ness of everything. How stupid and frustrating. In english, half of the lesson wasn't even related to what we were learning. Which was a summary on how to prevent car thefts, just so you know. Maths and Geo were basically the same, but we stayed on topic for those. I just wonder what will happen the next 3 days...

Tuition ended, and I was walking back to the station at Pasar Seni. Adibah wasn't with me this time, she was off somewhere. So I was alone, and the train was packed with people. I just stood there and waited patiently till the train got to Setiawangsa. Luckily, my mom was home already, so she picked me up at the station. I didn't have to walk! Yay! =)

Zara was happy, she came with my mom and sat in the back seat with my cousin. (yes, the one who didn't want to sleep alone)

We reached home, I was hungry so I ate Maggi. Still hungry. Then my first sister came home and had Coco Pops and milk with her. So we ate cereal. For tea. Since there was milk, I made my home made hot chocolate! I think I put too much chocolate in it this time, though. Oh well. It still tasted good. I'm planning to make something next week. Like, brownies or a cake or something. It's be nice to have something to munch on besides Maggi. That's unhealthy.

So now I'm full, and we still haven't had out dinner yet. It's 8:11 PM. I don't think I'll be eating much rice tonight. We'll see. Maybe for some reason my stomach wants to eat more or something. ;)

Well, that's all for today. I have a feeling the same thing is gonna happen tomorrow, minus the making the hot chocolate part..

Tagged...again. By Melli this time

1) Name of the person you tagged
-Dian
-Aimi
-Malik

2) Describe yourself in one word.
-Sad

3) Who will you pick, someone who really loves you or someone you love?
-Someone who really loves me. I can always learn to love that person back. =)

4) Have you ever loved someone but never had the courage to tell?
-No, they were all just crushes.

5) How if people reject your confessions face to face?
-I'll look composed, then I'll stay in a corner and cry.

6) God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, if you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
-I'll watch over you -- like a guardian angel.

7) What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?
-I don't care what you think. I'll make someone else believe me.

8) Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
-No.

9) Do you have someone special with you all the time?
-No.

10) Long distance love?
-I want to believe in that. I try to. Sometimes.

11) Best place to cry?
-In your room in the middle of the night. At least you get some privacy.

12) Love the most?
-God almighty.

13) Ever hated someone so bad?
-No...I'm a loving person in general.

14) Biggest and most hurtful lie you've heard?
-I can't recall.

15) The last person you had beer with?
-I'll let you know if I ever try. I doubt that will happen, though.

16) The last person you went to the movies with?
-Aimi, Malik, Adma, Suhaimie, Syazani, Syamim, Aqila.

17) The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
-My sister.

18) The last person you hugged?
-Zara. =)

19) The last person you yelled at?
-I haven't yelled at anyone recently.

20) In the last week, have you kissed someone?
-My mom? On the cheek, of course.

21)Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
-No one was listening to me.

22) If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
-I wish I was in love with someone, anyone.

23) If you could have an all expense paid trip, where would you go?
-Around the world, in a course of a few months.

24) Are you old fashioned?
-In some things.

25) What/who would be the hardest thing/person for you to give up on?
-My free will.

26) Five facts about me.
- I like watching TV.
- I love ice cream.
- I love chocolate.
- I have sleeping problems.
- I have trust issues.

27) Things that scare me.
-Lots of things. Countless things.

28) Last movie you watched.
-Sadly, it was HSM3.

29) 3 of your favourite colours
-Green, blue and red.

30) When's your best friends bday?
-I'm not sure who's birthday to put down.

Oh the torture

You know what the is the worst thing that can happen to me now?

I can't watch TWILIGHT on the day of release!!

Stupid tuition class I can't afford to miss.

It's not so much torture that I'd die or anything like that. No, I'd just be really, really, really sad and bummed. I'd probably complain about it endlessly and drive Kit May insane. Ha ha. I hope that doesn't happen. She'll leave the class and join another one, then I'll be all alone in there. =( No way I'll let that happen.

Since the title is about torture, I'll tell you another one.

I seriously want to go out and go shopping. I haven't been shopping for a long time, and it's driving me nuts! I'm in need of a new pair of sneakers... But who will I go with?

My parents? As if, they don't even have time to go out themselves.

My sisters? Two of them are working, and one's in Cyberjaya. No luck there.

My friends? HAH! They don't even have the decency to invite me to go out, even though they know I'm busy. It's the thought that counts, people!

Another option is to go myself. But I don't have the guts to do that. How cowardly I can be...

Okay, it's 2:57 and I haven't eaten my lunch yet. So, I'll be going off now, and maybe I'll come back today, I'm not quite sure. I probably will, as my life right now is so very boring.

Another tagging..

Curse you dude, curse you!! =P

Instructions:

*Bold the statements that are true to you.

*Italicize the statements that you wish were true.

*Leave the fibs alone.

*Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I'm 170cm+ tall

I don’t know what I want at the moment.

I'm not happy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my life.

I hate my grades.

He drives.

I’m bored of driving.

I have a white handbag.

I love dancing.

I go clubbing every week.

Shopping is bullshit.

I have a tattoo of a star.

I got my navel pierced.

I have friends that take drugs. =D

90% of my friends smoke.

I'm studying Fashion

I have a business running.

I hate cartoons.

I hate someone.

I have 10 Guess handbags.

I buy Cleo every month.

My parents don’t know about my blog.

I have an iPod.

I don’t have faith in the current “one”.

My school mates know about my blog.

I wanted to be a fashion designer.

I love rock emo bands.

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.

I’m a rebel.

I'm starting to like wearing dresses.

I don’t believe in love.

High school's filled with drama.

My parents have faith in me.

I've bought shoes this month.

A blogger bitched about me before.

I hate sports.

I heart Italian food.

I hate meeting new people.

I hate nail polish.

The mother bear gives me hugs.

People should start appreciating me.

High school was the worst time of my life.

I have red hair.

One Utama is my second home.

I’m a guy.

I’m scared of my Biology exam.

I hate vacations.

We’ll last.

I believe in long distance relationships.

I'm going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.

I’ve robbed an old lady.

I’m starting to like applying make-up.

I am/was a tomboy.

At times I think I still am a tomboy.

I love bitching about people behind their backs.

I hate surprise parties.

I hate planning parties.

I’m a sinner.

I have a Wii.

I can live without music.

Video games are a waste of time.

I miss the father bear.

I love being in love.

I know how to cook.

I have 100% freedom.

Boys are assholes.

I hate Math. >=[

I love horror films.

I’m happy with what I have.

I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.

My old friends keep in touch with me.

I don’t read newspapers.

The news is such a waste of time.

Blogging is a waste of time.

I hate animals.

I can’t live without make-up.

I curse like a pirate.

I’m happy with my 11 year old car.

I hate people that are smart.

I love Apple Juice.

I can’t drink for nuts.

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity. Lol

I’ve got a new phone.

I'm going to get a new pair of shoes at the end of the month.

I love swimming.

I haven’t worked out since March.

I love my friends and family.

I'm hot.

I, Intan Juliana solemnly tag:

Aimi Husna

Kit May

I can only think of 2 that I wanna tag right now. ;)

My 'Camping' Trip

I know what you're thinking, if you've known me since I was 7; how can she possibly go camping?!

Well, to be honest, I'd think that too.

To be perfectly honest, I wouldn't call it camping besides the fact that I slept in a tent and had no access to a toilet. =/

Let me ask you this: have you ever been camping with a mattress and comforters?

Perfect way to go, right? Okay, I'll start form the beginning of yesterday.

I woke up at 9, I think because my mom and sister were too loud when talking. Not good, since I slept at 4. Strangely though, I wasn't sleepy at all. Go figure. I had my breakfast, which was macaroni soup (yum!) and listened to my mom go over stuff to bring, making sure we wouldn't forget anything.

Then, without any warning, my other sister, Kakda (that's what I call her) came back with her two friends. Turns out they'll be coming with us! And no one bothered to tell me. I guess it's not bad, they're fun to hang out with, even though they're 20. And yet they act more immature than me. They went out again to buy ice form 7-11 and then stopped by McD. They shared some of their McShaker Fries and I took a bit out of Kakda's burger. Then I finished Kakya's (my second sister) McFlurry. I get all of that, and I didn't even order anything. =D

We left around 1, when my dad got back from work. We got in the car and sat for the 3 hour journey north to Lata Kinjang, Perak. It's the huge waterfall you can see from the highway.

We stopped by the Tapah R&R for toilets. That was the last pit-stop for the day. While waiting, my dad bought Dunkin' Donuts! Camping with donuts, now. And orange juice.

We finally got there around 4, and the tents and stuff were already set up by the people who went camping with us. Part of the photography club at my parents' hospital. (KPMC) Out tent was huge. Like, two tents' sized huge. It even has a divider inside, making it two rooms.

The rest of the day was fun, we spent it climbing the stairs and taking pictures of the waterfall. I had to model for my dad a bit, emphasizing how tall the waterfall is.

Then, we bathed in the river. With soap and shampoo and stuff. It was so funny. The current was kinda strong in the middle, but that was where we wanted to go. we kept slipping on the rocks and almost got dragged away by the river current countless times. Talk about an adrenalin rush. The most I'd ever get in my life.

For dinner we had a barbecue! With a barbecue set and stuff. Modern campers. Ha ha. The one thing that was bad about it, though; it was night time, and it was dark, and the one thing that we forgot were flashlights. Smart, right? It was okay, overall. I had to wait the next day to use the toilet. Sleeping was not easy, despite that we were sleeping with mattresses and comforters.

The next day, we spent most of the morning under the waterfall. It was soo good. The water was really cold, though. It took awhile before I stopped shivering. By the time we finished, the place was full with people already. Luckily we went earlier, cause if not we would have to share. I know that sharing is caring and blah, blah, blah... but when it comes to this stuff, the stuff you do with family, its not always something you want to share with strangers.

We packed up the stuff and departed by noon, I think. I'm not sure, I left my watch in my bag and forgot to put it back on.

We reached home by 3 and had lunch. I was surprised by how much I could eat after how much I ate the whole morning.

That about sums up the trip. I felt so good and fresh after the shower at home.

I napped and watched TV and so on all day until now, where I'm typing this out.

And that's all for now. my fingers hurt. =P

Tagged

The first thing I see when I come back here, is that I'm tagged by the one and only Malik.

Here goes:

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Under 30, over 22 (I know, young right?)

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
- I'll say 'I love you' every chance I get -- unless I'm mad, then I'll say 'I hate you'. =P

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 buddies you would take with you?
- My parents, and one best friend

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
- Switzerland. =)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- I can't choose. I have so many that I want right now.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- No

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- My family and home sweet home.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- Well obviously I'd spend it. But my mom would want me to keep most of it. Obviously.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- It depends.

10. List 3 horrible habits that you have.
-  I can never finish my homework completely, I'm way too lazy and I'm too self-conscious.

11. What am I doing now?
-  Answering this thing because a certain someone had to tag me.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
- Big fat liars who lie constantly.

13. What is your ambition?
- Doctor. Haven't really thought of what to specialize in.

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
- If he/she doesn't be polite enough to me or other people.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- My family. Duh.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
- Oh, yes. It is dangerous to put me anywhere near an outlet mall. =D

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
- A girl with self-esteem issues.

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
- All of my problems? No one. =(

19. Who plays the important roles in your life? Why?
- My mom, because she's the one I ask for help from.

20. Do you like cheese?
- Yup!

Ima tag :
- Dian and Melli. (Since Malik already tagged me...)

Since I have nothing better to do..

Okay. Since I really have nothing better to do, since it is the middle of the night and since I am bored out of my mind right now, I'll start writing about my day.

12 noon

This is what time I finally woke up. I know, the perfect time, isn't it? I completely skipped breakfast!

Well, it actually took me about 15 minutes to just get off the bed. The small fact that I have tuition at 2 sort of sped things up a bit. So anyway, it took me another 10 minutes or so to pick an outfit.

Umm...first of all, let me just say; I think going to tuition so early, like, the first week of school holidays and I'm already starting tuition early, is really sad and pathetic. I just don't have any time to enjoy my holidays anymore. I can't go out and watch a movie or go shopping for crying out loud! I haven't bought an outfit for a while now... almost a month, I think. =0 

How do I live with myself, really?!

Okay, back to the story. I can get so easily sidetracked...

In the end, I chose a pink t-shirt, a black jacket and jeans. Simple, and practical. Nothing too flashy for tuition, and yet not underdressed either; the perfect outfit. In my opinion, anyway.

Then I took a shower (I always choose what to wear before I bathe, I feel lost if I do it the other way around, for some strange reason) and got out maybe 15 minutes later, maybe more.

Finally, I eat. After 9 hours of sleep and a few hours before that, as I skipped dinner as well, I finally put food in my growling stomach. 

That is not a healthy habit.

Neither is eating whenever I can, which is what I did the day before and a few days before that.

If this makes you think I have issues with weight, I don't. I really don't. I'm perfectly healthy. Except for a bit of asthma, but that's perfectly under control now.

Lunch was good. Rice, chicken soup and fried fish. Very appealing once it's in your mouth. By the time I finished my lunch, it was 1. I had to walk to the train station today, since my sister didn't come home for lunch, in which case she would've sent me there. So I waited till 1:30, because tuition starts at 2:30, and it only takes me 45 minutes to get from home to the tuition centre. I wouldn't want to be impossibly early for tuition, now would I? That's makes me look like a goody-two-shoes.

Classes were... interesting.

The teachers are... uh, I'd say they're... interesting, as well. That's me being moderate. Actually, they teach well, facts get into your head. it's just the way they teach. It's sort of perverted. MBS boys don't help much with that. They fuel it, in fact.

Then I came home, had to walk again. =/

I took the advantage and stopped by 7-11 and bought a Slurpee!! =D

The weather was hot, so it was really refreshing...then I stopped by Guardian and bought inter-dental toothbrush refills. (Yes, yes, I have braces)

The thing I hated about walking today, not only was I walking all alone, there were groups of boys everywhere! And they kept looking at me like I was a lost little girl who needs help getting home. All I was thinking in my head was; please stop looking at me and walk faster, please! When I finally reached home, I relaxed and sat in front of the standing fan. I twas really hot and I was sweating like crazy.

At night everything was going on like normal, and that's when I had the great idea of starting a blog. And all of that leads up to now, me typing stupidly, eyes glued to the screen, TV blaring in the background.

And that should be all that sums up today for me. Like I've said before, my life really is boring.

You should probably know why.

I know what you're thinking (well, actually this kind of  depends on the person); she has a blog? Of all things to make and have, a blog?

You would think that in an incredulous tone, if you were anyone in my family.

You would think that in a bored kind of tone, if you were any one of my normal friends.

You would think that in an interested tone, if you were one of my friends from the old days (gosh, that made me sound so old)

No matter who you are, though, you'd still think that. It's one of the first things that cross your mind..

Why?

That, I'd like to thank one specific person, but I will not name who.

Let's call him 'John', shall we? It's a nice, common, neutral name. =)

Reference to no one in particular in my life.

Or at least, no one that you'd think I'd rename John. ;)

Anyway, John gave me some sort of push to start a blog, though he might not notice it himself. 

For some reason, he gives me a push to do anything, even though everyone else does the same thing. I have plenty of friends with blogs, but I never had the thought of starting one myself. Before he actually started one, of course. How easily influenced I can be by him...-.-

So, now you know why I decided to start a blog.

Though in my opinion, I might be totally into this for a month or so, then leave it hanging all by itself...

You can definitely bet on that.

I'll try to be different this time, I promise. Not an easy promise to keep, especially when privacy is an issue at my house. =/

My brother and sister, always peeking at the computer screen when completely unnecessary.

As if I need someone to look over my shoulder when I'm writing stuff like this! It's stuff that just comes to my head, and I'm not even thinking twice when I'm typing it in.

Sort of like psychotherapy, don't you think? Saying the first thing that comes to your head and stuff...

Another reason why I might leave this midway:

My life is so very boring!! =(

And I'm not exaggerating when I say that.

Like, seriously. It's really boring and uneventful. My life definitely lacks drama and excitement. If you compare it to the lives of all my girlfriends at school, and the ones who aren't in my school...

It's like there's something wrong with me. I'm too scared of conflict or something like that. I avoid it constantly. I need a healthy dose of emotional stress. Yes, that's it. Everyone needs it sometime, don't they?

It's not normal if I don't get any at all. It can someone feel somewhat depressed. It makes you think; why is my life so boring? Everyone else has problems with friends, why don't I?

I know you must think I'm crazy to actually want this.

Hmm.... maybe I am. Oh well. =P

I just noticed something.

I never told you my name, did I?

Formerly, anyway.

It's Intan Juliana.

Ever heard of it? If you're not from Malaysia or anywhere near the country, probably not. =)

I think that should be the end, right?

Nothing left to say... and I must say, this is a long first post, wouldn't you agree?

Well, to be perfectly honest, this should be my 2nd post. It should've been my fist, but after experiencing so many problems with posting the original one, I posted another one, which ended up being posted anyway, and this one is left unposted.

If you understood whatever I just said, I salute you, because I think this is a bunch of crap that I wrote because I was angry.

I still am, by the way. =(

You have no idea

I am so frustrated right now.

I seem to have a problem with publishing my posts.

You have no idea what I've been trying to do.

You have no idea how many times I've felt like punching the computer screen and stomping off to my room.

Probably eat some ice cream and junk food that's laying around the house, too.

You have no idea how close I am to screaming my head off at the computer and risk waking up the entire neighbourhood. So loud that even 'John' might hear me.

You really have no idea.

I don't know how long I can keep up at ranting and venting on and on, and the sad part is, I probably will be frustrated all over again when I try to post this. =(